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TGIF ?
Hello. its TGIF. or is it. I hate fridays. simply cos I have a 9am class. why am I blogging at home when I should be in school. because I overslept that's why. AGAIN. I'm so infinitely and inanely mad at myself. but then its not like I didnt try. I rushed out to catch a cab... tick tock tick tock... no cab. for 30mins, no cab. I waited and waited until the point where even if a cab arrived it would be futile cos I wouldn't reach school in time for tutorial anymore. ARGH. I headed back home. that tutorial is the only class I have today. pfft. I am totally depressed today. essays banging on the back of my head... yet I refuse to kickstart essay writing mode. my stubborn mule of a brain just will not respond. sometimes I wonder if I'm not really braindead and I'm lying on some hospital bed on life support and I'm just having a really bad dream. sometimes I think I might be better off if I were. how am I going live a life of any substance like that ?!?!?! I smell decay. sigh. in the meantime, I wrote a song. not a happy one. pretty sad and alone song. ah well. such is my mood, it'd be a miracle to write a happy song. I havent put in all the lyrics... it should be done in time. I AM DEPRESSED :( |