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before I drop dead..
Its been a looong day. Interview @ Red Cross didnt go very well at all. At least, that's what I think. pretty depressed afterwards, I found myself heading for LWS hahahaha... I took a slow walk from Red Cross to LWS... which did nothing to lighten my mood. tried to find a fast song, sang a few lines here and there... no mood at all. the mind is such a powerful thing. mood affects everything. after a few futile attempts to sing properly, I gave up and let the music sing for me and continued to read the book that Junjie lent me. Its a good read. much better than the one I borrowed from the esplanade that's for sure. although I dont exactly "get" what the book is trying to say, but the few basic principles I think i can understand (but still can't do). All the classrooms were taken a short while later, I retreated to the piano room. but it was too cold to stay for long, I decided to get some food and warm myself. (pity, cos I missed Jerry's early birthday party by a whim). I got back to the school and chatted with Michele for a while. Junjie asked if I wanted some OJT. so cool. and cold. room 3 was freezing. I barely moved the whole time, I was so cold. but I got the chance to observe how he teaches and the progression of a lesson. I realised that I've forgotten so many basic fundamental principles that I learnt in my early days in UV class. It was a good one. saw things I've never noticed before, since I've never really paid attention to how one teaches another. the class ended and I headed for home shortly after. dead exhausted. mentally and physically tired out from the past few days, the stress, pressure I'm giving myself. but life looks brighter and better now than a mere week ago when I was totally lost. at the very least, I'm working towards a goal. success or not I give it all. In God I trust. |