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Trials of blahblah
Ok, so my instructor classes commenced on the 28th of Nov and thereafter, I have not known a moment's rest nor refreshment. I truly admire those who study and work fulltime. My hats and socks off to you guys. *applause* I am about to drop dead from this taxing schedule. In a way, I'm very unsatisfied with my current job status and income monthly, but I know fully well that I cannot take on a fulltime job at the moment. Having class 3 times a week on top of 5 full days of work PLUS 1 night of PG prac means I dont have any nights left except for Wednesday and weekend nights. BUUUUUUUUUUUT. Carrolling assignments, rehearsals, and other stuff that take away what few precious moments of potential rest I have left means that I have none! Even my satuday (recently, 10th dec) was filled up by this DND carrolling event I did at the Arches @ sentosa. My level just wasnt there. Very disappointed with myself. yet at the same time, feeling so worn out, I really dunno where to find that extra energy to tackle all these things with. Fortunately, the organizers seem to be pleased with our show, so its not so bad D: I barely have any time on my hands to prepare for instructor classes, which is also very very horrible to me. I wanna make the most of this course and learn as much as possible from it and hopfully emerge from it well equipped and qualified to be an instructor, but at this rate.................. and here comes the onslaught of carrolling in bugis, 13,15,16, 20, 22, 23, 24 of dec. all those nights not including the practices and rehearsals. on top of these, for some reason i'm suddenly meeting up with friends and such. Had this mini reunion with ST, AC and SH @ parkway on sunday (4th) and ended up going home very late after an evening/night of bitching, gossiping, shopping, eating (steamboat YUMYUM LUNCHEON MEAT & prata) and now we're gonna meet again this coming wednesday hahahahaha. afaik, every night and day has been filled to the brim with stuff to do, people to meet until just yesterday when i finally got to spend the day at home (which wasnt very relaxing since my mum was barking at me all the time) one lucky thing is that my instructor classes (NIT for short) has gone into recession for 2 weeks which coincides with my 2 weeks of carolling. HAHAHA. otherwise i really cannot imagine having to juggle work, NIT and carolling at once. its funny how just about a month ago, before i started work at GJ, that i was totally slacking at home all the time. 100% slacked -> 200% overworked. maybe its cuz i have slacked for so long, thus i cant get adjusted to having to do stuff all the time. perhaps its my nature to need lots of free time to myself (hurhurhur). but aint it funny how everything comes at once or doesnt come at all. meeps. and in this whirlwind of a crazy mess, i keep thinking everyday what the horse am i doing. but i'm so swept up in this whirl that its quite impossible to brake and stop to find my bearings. (not that i had any in the first place HAHAHA) i just hope that this river of rapids i'm in brings me somewhere good in future. SLEEP NAO! hope i find my way to the new office @ forum without problems =] |