心情不好

I feel down.

:(

For a number of reasons...

One of which... its because I didnt perform well at the competition today. I dont like to perform sub-standard. I dont like to fail to deliver the goods I am capable of. I lost control. I dont like it when that happens. I DONT LIKE IT!!!

Every single time I am stage is a unique chance. It displeases me when I blow one chance.

Albeit the judges said that I was not bad overall. They had much to say on my vocal position though. Too much of the throat. Failed to move the audience.

:(

Is it enough to make it to the finals?

I can only hope.