what image that does name carry? i want it to be as positive as possible. i strive to be better and better. improvement is the only way to go. even if perfection is impossible. it is the impossible dream. but thats the challenge. God has given all of us a clean slate as a baby.
life is a game He created. this is the ultimate game, one that you can play which ever way you want, although, circumstances might sometimes seem constricting. this is the ultimate game you'll ever play. it beats all the virtual games humans can ever create. this game wins them all because of one reason. its real. limitless choices, the ultimate real-time, real experience, roleplaying game. and like all games, if you try to cheat, you wont enjoy the game as much ;)
some people can choose to end the game prematurely. they opt out. they say "no, i dont wanna play no more" so they end it. its seriously the biggest decision you can ever make. its irreversible and it ends everything. imagine saying, "i dont want to exist anymore" wow. its a big decision to make.
we learn something everyday. consciously or subconsciously. we are affected by the surroundings. so ultimate is this game of life, that if anything, anything at all changed... even in the smallest way... no computer or machine or human could ever truly accurately deduce what would have happened instead. so delicate, so fragile.
its a one way street, life. no u-turns, no reset button. sometimes humans make a decision that they discover is wrong later. regret. its interesting this element of the game. hindsight. its all about disclosure of knowledge. humans like to try to get a feel of the power of knowledge and the power of disclosing it as you wish. we write stories, make movies and dramas to fulfill this desire. some people are good at it. some arent.
how ever we play this game, we'll all end up in the same place one day... "not here" yes. i dont know where that place is. but i can tell you that its not here. some people play a fast game. some, a slow game. more levels, more stages... or less. so do you get more out of life... or less?
had supper till late at night for a past 2 days... i dragged the gang to "wan dou sek" for that yummy dim sum and reordered all the yummy things i had the last time with my jc friends. YUMMY!!! =D then we went for some "gui ling gao" which i didnt really like... but supposedly very good for health.
today, or rather... just now... we went to this upper east coast road place with the hong kong cafe for supper. but me and joann were craving for the bak chor mee at the stall next door so we sneaked out and went for our noodles wahahhaa.
no more late night supper friday night please
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